Wishing.

 This year, my online friends and I had to leave some socials.

My friend, umbrellagrl1999 on Twitter (blips), had to delete Spacehey because she was getting cyberbullied and harassed for it. I don’t know the story, she didn’t wanna tell me and that’s ok but it sucks how some people take time to just ruin people’s lives instead of actually doing something without a device.

My other friend, r4zberii on Twitter (blips), had to delete Instagram and soyjack (I think?) because she said people were being mean to her too. Now these two people are so sweet. I don’t know why they would be bullied.

I had to delete spacehey, & friendproject bc of the amount of cyber bullying on there too. It hurt, but I was able to get through it.

Now, I don’t think I’m gonna delete it, I’ll try to hide notifications so that I don’t cry, but YouTube. Some girl in a comment section recently harassed a lot of people and I’m not sure why, something must have flipped her out.

I tried to defend the people she harassed and she told me to go kms and to “hop tf off”

Honestly, I wanted to ignore her and I did after but then she just uploaded a community post of it lying about me saying I started it first.

Her friends then proceeded to harass me and shit, they don’t know the story but I was sad.

Why do people have the time to harass people but don’t have the time to go out?? :( 

I’m still crying about it, I don’t know them but it still stings. It falsely makes you feel like a monster, but at the end you realize you were never a monster at all. You were just a victim. 

She blocked my account so I couldn’t reply to any of them to make it look like I was over her.

I kinda am now, especially with her “friends” harassing me.

This is how teenagers DIE. This is how they actually kill themselves. It’s disgusting and cyber bullying needs to stop. I don’t care what it’s about. 

I miss when teens were acting like teens. Not adults. Everyone else then proceeded to compliment her saying she was pretty because all she had was fake lashes.

I wish I felt pretty..:( 

If cyberbullying happened to you I’m here for you 

it’s a possibility.

 hello. I MAY POSSIBLY make a return on Spacehey.

I had one incident where people have harassed me due to my religion and opinions around early October.

ITS A POSSIBILITY, IT DOES NOT (or ever will) MEAN I WILL.

I recently searched the person on the website that was the main person involved in the incident, and their account is not there. It’s a possibility they had been banned or deactivated their account.

If I ever do, however, I will NOT add anyone who was previously friends with them. If someone was friends with #1 or #2 I will not add you unless you are Xeviant or anyone else who has supported or supports me throughout that situation. (xeviant if you see this thank you for not being mad at me <3)

If I do join, I will likely stop the account once spacemy comes back.

I appreciate you all. And if someone is being a dick to you and harassing you, let me now and I will protect you and step up. My mom actually works as a detective and tracks down people who have messed with me before. 

I don’t mind if you don’t or do the same for me :) 

Welcome :D

 Welcome, this is my public diary for anyone to read :)

I’ll try to update everyday, if I don’t, it just means I didn’t have time to update it :) 

I don’t have time for today and tomorrow, but I can try on the other day =)

Also, for a heads up this isn’t really a ‘super sexy diary’, I just like to call it that for whatever reason

If you are reading this you are so loved by everyone around you <3